You know it's funny that I am blessed. Even though I know that you are always with me, I still decide to do things on my own. I feel that I must find a solution myself or there is none. No matter what I do, you are what makes me and what I experience real. My heart isn't always with you like it should. Life holds the truth from my soul and I must fight to keep it and prevent it from keeping it. Life is all we have because we are in it.

You keep me and protect me. My heart is with you but also with what my flesh finds as being real. Do I have your favor to succeed? Do I hold something that will help others know you? I don't do enough to help save my own soul, much less someone elses. Yet you bless me with miracles every day. What can I do to give back?